OHDEVIANTLOVE

Moved.

2009-12-27T22:21:00.006+08:00

I'VE MOVED TO ZIGZAGLOVEE ~
Automatically redirecting to
zigzaglovee @ livejournal...

A new year, a brand new start.

Those with livejournal account please add me to view locked posts.

Ohdeviantlove has been with me for 3 years.

Thanks for viewing my daily rants all these while (: Love you all!

Tag me still, cause I'll still be accessing the tagboard here. Will love to see new tags!

Else, you can leave a comment at zigzaglovee.

EILEEN WOULD LOVE TO REPLY YOU

Rise and shine

2009-12-27T13:33:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas, you all.

I'll go where the wind blows me to.

2009-11-23T21:23:00.006+08:00

You reach the point in your life when they tell you it's time you decide what you want to do for the rest of your life.

I don't want a decision to define my life. What if you don't know what you want?

What if your dreams.. weren't really what you love?

I'll go where the wind blows me to.

What about you? What do you want to do?

At one point in life. we all need someone.

a lover. a bff. a soulmate. a playmate.

we gain, to lose.

but then again, when we gain back what we've lost.

we'll lose what we've gained.

how cynical is that?

just a little addiction

2009-11-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

Going on short hiatus.
Be right back with new layout and more updates again!
((((((((((((((((:

Keep your heart on you sleeve;

2009-11-11T18:23:00.009+08:00

CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIE
(my sweetest delight)

-I don't know why. But this place became very mundane ): Have been very lazy lately to update here. Lots of pictures coming up I guess... Wahahaha.. All updated on facebook. This place has been very lag behind. So don't bother keep updated here. Lol. -

what i've been up to

2009-10-25T18:38:00.000+08:00

School has been alright, family has been on track, for now. I guess..

Oh god. I just realised how long i haven't been blogging but i've been busy and working.

awesome race!

2009-10-25T17:38:00.003+08:00

NIKE Human Race 2009 (Singapore)

Completed the whole race in 1hr 45 mins (including the 6 mins interval to reach the start point) cause there were too many people! (:
Thou its not as fast, I'm still very proud of myself and yes, its the longest run i'd every ran.

LOOK AT THE NUMBER OF PEOPLE!!!
Pay attention to this last picture.
Look at the starting point and see where are we with the rest of the people. Lol.
The race has already started and we're still jam with the queue and camwhoring! HEHEHE...
The finisher(s)! YAYNESS~
We made it thru together ((:

I'll stay strong, I will..

2009-10-20T23:15:00.002+08:00

I finally had a chance to sit down at my desk to blog about this.

To my endearing friends and yes, everyone of you who cared and esp you.
Honestly, I don't know how to express my thoughts however I really really appreciate the care and concern you people showered on me.
My life has became haywire. I mean yes seriously there's a major problem happening to my family. I don't have or need to hide.

I know I can no longer cope with the stress and violence in this family every night. Thus, I seek for advice from two of my lovely ladies. All thanks to them. My sis and I felt much better and they actually offered to help us with everything we need - a place to study, someone to talk to, or even someone to have a meal with.

So what you have depression?
What makes your 'face' so important?
What are doctors, psychiatrist, consultant for? They make a living by sitting in front of their desk doing nothing?

You're already in such state that you can't control your anger management. You don't behave like a normal human. You are scaring everyone of us in the family. Not blaming you. But, I need this home. I don't want to have the phobia of coming back home and see you screaming etc. Those scary moments are seriously etched in my heart. Please don't hurt your daughters anymore. We don't wish to see you and daddy in such state either.

We tried our best to help. Both of you had never listened. You two think that this matter - which has been dragging for years is that not serious at all. Which I totally don't agree with. Everything's driving us mad. Seriously, we don't deserve these torture ):

I apologise that I hurt you. You blame me for calling help from aunt cause you lose face!
But please understand, the way you snatch my phone (my only hope to call for help) away from me and hit me, makes me defense myself more and held the phone tight to avoid you from keeping it or even throwing it downstairs ): Moreover you'd already smashed the glass. I felt helpless.

Now that you agreed to seek help from the doctors, I'm more relieved.
My sis can concentrate on her 'A's and my dad - please stay strong daddy we need you to be the pillar once again.
Don't fall again. This year has been tough, really.

The wound still hurts, thou its just small and minor wounds. It hurts physically and mentally.
I claimed that I've given up but I don't want to. I will not give up any hope.
Last chance, please listen and take each step slowly at one time.
You two are grown ups ):
I really hope things will improve and goes smoothly.

Happiness depends upon ourselves.
"The distance is nothing; it's only the first step that is difficult."

When I hear somebody sigh, "Life is hard", I am always tempted to ask, "Compared to what?"

Pretty things do come true

2009-10-09T14:24:00.003+08:00

"You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales?
That fantasy of what your life would be: white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill?
You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith.
Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them.
But eventually you grow up, and one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears.
Most people turn to the things and people they can trust.
But the thing is it's hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely 'cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith,
that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true."

I fall in love with every pretty thing.
I like to keep things that make me feel happy.

the only remedy

2009-10-08T14:38:00.005+08:00

Those precious moments I'll keep all.
In times of darkness, you're my shinning light. Lingering memories of you.

I feel so horrible top to toe!!
My head is spinning my tummy is flipping grrrr...

This morning was supposed to be a day dedicated to Tennis game, however it became to pour heavily after 1/2 of game. Anyway, its fun thou (: Running around picking up balls and hitting the ball as far as possible. Thanks danielle for the racket and balls!

I want to watch Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs!!!
Hoping you'll make a cup of hot chocolate for me.

Random stuff

2009-10-01T12:19:00.009+08:00

Firstly, I should be in sentosa right now!
And thanks to monthly blessing. Which means, horrible cramps.

Anw, HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY HUIXIAN!
(Many apologies I coundn't turn up and have fun with you girls today.)

Birthdays queuing up on my list. Oh my... Why so many?!

Bought this from taka for my parents! (:
Durian mooncakes are the in thing. Sadly its just so expensive. I can't wait for Sat, seriously.

Done by: xueying and charles. Its just so contradicting!

Yes! I AM VERY HAPPY. Cause I got myself a 'proper' wallet, finally from Topshop.
Was considering between Fossil and this.
I GOT THIS INSTEAD. Whoop~
Had a wonderful shopping trip!
Got all the presents for friends and went to visit xueying.

Another great news and superb present I've received from NIKE.
A PAIR OF RUNNING SHOEEEE~

I really have no idea how to put into words how much I enjoyed working there.

rush of the power of friendship love

2009-09-27T16:11:00.009+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MY DEAR! (:
Hope you love the surprise planned for you.

Succeeded! We sneaked into Alicia's house and surprised her in the room when she reach home from work.
Lol. She claimed that we're all such a bad liar.

It goes like this:
We are supposed to meet up for dinner for her birthday.
However, danielle and huixian lied that they were grounded.
And I went MIA till the night I texted her asking to go for a drink and I'll be staying over at her house.
Like all of a sudden all can't make it. The... Totally weird and fishy. Hahhaa.
Anyhow, we still made it cause she didn't expect we'll be hiding in her room!

Cake for alicia with 21 small candles.

Camwhored without the owner of the room.
Hahahaha.

Lit up the candles, switched off the lights and hide!
SURPRISE!

Lucas and Bingo
Adorable aren't they? (:

Alcohol, monopoly, gossips, sleepover

I'm drained ): I need sleep!
Has been working everyday. Nike wineboutique nike and wineboutique (again) for this whole month.
Oh my. Where's my holidays tell me.
Well done Eileen.

because we're living on an edge

2009-09-25T14:42:00.003+08:00

After working for 6 consecutive days, I finally had a day off (:
Results were out on wed. Got an A for ipp and a C+ for fyp - what I've expected my fyp will be screwed. Thank god my gpa increased.
But still, I need to work doubly hard next sem, really.
This few days, it really makes me ponder. I've left with one last sem before I graduate.
Questions keep popping in as to what I want to do after I graduate.
And I realise, I've actually not thought of it thoroughly at all ):

Darn. The weather is totally pissing me off. Looking out of the window just ruin my mood.

Can't wait for the s* tonight for A.
Look forward to tonight my dear girl.

lips like sugar

2009-09-22T11:58:00.003+08:00

Whoop whoop~
Succeeded in making animal and flower balloons(!) First try thou.

Check out how gooey it is!!!
I AM SO ADDICTED TO IT (:

looks more like a turtle than a ladybird.

poodle.

xoxo.

P.S I kinda miss making cupcakes but it's so time-consuming. Maybe I'll make some next weekend, if time permits.

Oh my oh my, there's 15 jars of cookies in wineboutique from boulevard to sell!
I'm so tempted to open one to eat (: tsk tsk

jellybeans from push dispensers.

2009-09-22T11:11:00.003+08:00

SENTOSA TRIP ON THE 17TH OF SEP'09
this will just be a visual entry of the day.

Friends, are the one thing that no human can do without. It's one of the many important keys to the sanity of a being.

once bitten twice shy (NOT)

2009-09-20T12:30:00.005+08:00

Idiom: Once bitten, twice shy

it means that someone who has been hurt or who has had something go wrong will be far more careful the next time.

I teared. I was angry about myself. I blamed myself for being so damn careless once again!
I made the same mistake for the second time.
EILEEN ANG YOU THINK YOU HAVE SO MUCH MONEY TO DONATE?!
Or be it its not yet Christmas and you have already started giving out presents to everybody??
Wake up please, and be more attentive.
Such a let down...

back up plan

2009-09-20T11:12:00.007+08:00

Haven't been updating my blog ):
Kinda going on hiatus! I'm stuck. Soooooooooo much to (say)

Alrighty here's pictures taken on 15 Sep. Traveled all the way from home to Jurong East just to look for our lovely wati mommy to try her kebabs!! Love them to bits (missing those food now!) Okay, travelling to boon lay is just like heading to jb. Seems so unfamiliar and far ):
We still complain that Singapore is so small when we have not even been to parts like this.

Cabbed down to Science Park to accompany hx, alicia and danielle for an interview for job (:
Then off to Wine Boutique to chill and play so-call-childhood-card-game UNO!
Totally mega fun there.

MUCH (LOVE).

we brought in more noise

2009-09-13T21:42:00.001+08:00

I enjoyed work and the friends I've made there!

Gd'nights!

Quick post quick post

2009-09-13T20:43:00.002+08:00

hello wello jello people. yes, I finally made it!
Mad mad madness.....
So in love with the free gifts. Esp the 4gb thumbdrive below ((: Damn adorable!!!

Alrighty, I kinda giddy now. Packed my untidy room just now just to fit the free canon printer in.
What a good bargain (:

i skipped across the street

2009-09-12T13:48:00.005+08:00

I don't know how to express how I feel right now.
My mom finally nodded her head on this baby!!! - thanks to me who keep pestering her
whoopy whoopy wooooooooooooooo~
I'm so damn gleeful, I shared this news to my best friends!!!

I am so going to bring this baby home tonight ((:
CANON EOS 500D

Thanks mommy so so much! For accepting this expensive gadget I yearned for so much.
I'll pay you $300 first and for another remaining amount I'll return you $100/mth (iloveyou!)

I can't wait to meet my darlings this tuesday (: and will be looking forward to meeting xueying, brenda, jeslyn and kim this thurs outing!!

blue nails made my day (wonderful)

If this isn't love

2009-09-06T01:21:00.001+08:00

Caught G Force this afternoon! The movie was awesome, I like! The guinea pigs were adorable...
Yayness. One movie down :D

Headed home and down to Bishan with family to had dinner together with ah ma and uncle's family. Long since I had 'xiao long bao' (:

My eyes are closing but I need to blog! Have work tomorrow at 1.

Black Sesame Snowflake Ice
(Jin hui I know you'll drool over this!)
I miss the days back then when we crave hard for this in Beijing everyday (:

I wasn't even prepared to smile...
haha!

Mom's LV bag.
Eileen + LV = No link at all...

we've been very very talkative tonight x) oops!

Back home. First thing I'll do is to switch on my laptop. That's a bad habit thou!

something's gotta change
this cannot stay the same
it must be rearranged

And it's a chance I'll have to take

2009-09-04T00:33:00.011+08:00

Hello earthlings! (:
I've finally got a chance to blog and have a cup of warm milo before bed. I'll thus make this post short and sweet.
Today is my second day of work at Wisma NIKE. People there are very friendly, really.
Made new friends and learnt new things. Pardon me, I'm so so tempted to buy so so many things there.
Teehee. Water bottle, sportswear, shoes!!!!
My sole really hurts after standing for 8 solid hours, for consecutive 2 days!
Oh my oh my... Really need to get use to it!
Wine boutique tomorrow at 5. Grr....... Its so not me.. I'm NOT a workaholic.
Anyhow, I've calculated! This month *INSERT WIDE WIDE SMILE* you know, I know what (: Way to go e' Woohooo.....
I MISS MY DARLINGS AND FRIENDS! (Meet up plsssssss)

...seek beauty in the ordinary, especially in life’s quiet and fleeting moments.
When I’m shooting for myself by myself, it is usually just me and my camera.
I don’t like to have to explain my pictures too much,
because I always feel the reason why I chose photography is to let the pictures speak for themselves.
I think sometimes photographers get too caught up with trying to say or mean so much within a frame
that they forget photography is a visual medium after all.

So, theres no explanatory why I like taking high hue, saturated photos.

I miss outdoor photography.

I wish Singapore could have more interesting places to shoot at.
Let nature take its course, sunshine as spotlights. I wish skies could be bluer here. Rainbows could come visit more often.
But yea, Im just stuck in this city palace, Singapore.
Trees are almost dying here.
SAVE MOTHER NATURE!

popcorns, nachos, cheesy hotdog

2009-09-01T18:01:00.010+08:00

I WANT TO WATCH ALL THESE!!

Do I even have the time? ):
Are you going to watch with me?

Kinda excited, I'm gonna start working at Wisma NIKE tomorrow.
Hopefully I'll be able to cope well.

People ask: "How many jobs do you want to take? You sure you can cope?"
What to do...
I have to work hard for the camera. I tried asking myself.
Why and how can people get a 1/2K camera so easily and why I have to work so hard for one?
Why do people with no passion for photography can get one just like that when I have to keep hiding the things I love to do at one side.
Just because I don't have the money for the equipment.
Some people just dont see how lucky they are and keep taking things for granted
Lucky bitches...

Anw, my mom promised to share half of the amt with me.
By this year, I promise! - MY 2009 RESOLUTION I've got 4 more months (:

Dine at Traders Hotel

2009-09-01T13:18:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY KAH HOE!
Hope you like the surprise planned for you...

Thanks to you, danielle and I get to have a chance to eat good food like this!
Thanks alicia for planning (:

Enjoy the pictures below! *Heavy image load*

Banana Chocolate Cake from Awfully Chocolate
Yum yum...

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damn sinful........
but shiok!

And the buffet starts....

first time trying the oysters...
danielle's favourite!

caught me having hiccups in action! oops..

pack pack and home sweet home...

Pouring heavily again. Yes again!
Is it going to be alternate days the weather is going to play a trick on us?
Planned to go cycling at ecp with pri sch mates however, look at the weather!
Damn damn damn! ): I'm sad... Very..

Happines comes in many forms

2009-08-30T15:13:00.010+08:00

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most:
saying something and wishing you had not,
or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

Share with me, will you?

Last night was completely an awesome night.
With cindy, amira, simin, weimin, senghui, ruibin and shawn

One night was seriously not enough for us. Next meet up I swear I'll bring our class photos along!
Cause everyone seems to be asking the same question: "Btw, who else is in our class uh?"
Non-stop brainstorming and bringing up friends' names whom we've almost forgot!

I just want to comment... The weather just sucks big big time!
For the whole morning and predicted, for the whole day.
Is the weather going to continue like that? No sun at all? Noooooooooooo.....
Haze, on-off heavy pour.
Just feel like staying home and no where else.. Home is kinda bored thou ):
Grrrr.... e' you've got so so much to complain, srly.

Believe it or not.
A customer paid 43 gold coins for a btl of wine!

If you don’t go after what you want, you’ll never have it. If you don’t ask, the answer is always no. If you don’t step forward, you’re always in the same place.
— Nora Roberts

just one simple question

2009-08-29T13:52:00.005+08:00

Somewhat, somehow...
Time is passing pretty fast today, yayness.
Going 3 soon and teehee, 2 more hours to punch card! I'm kinda excited to meet my pri school mates later ((:
(I know there's loads to catch up)
The heartwarming thing is that we're all still in touch. Come to think of the days in school.
& unknowingly, it'd been...
We graduated on the year of 2002 - that makes us 9 yrs of friendship?
Woah....

a thread of love

2009-08-28T21:33:00.003+08:00

the best thing that happened today.

duhhh, i've been watching television programs for the past 5 hours!
& still counting...
for the next 2 hours

(mega)thing I've done for the whole friday

I've decided, so have you?

2009-08-28T18:43:00.004+08:00

Staying at home the whole day = bored, tired, eat = (FAT)

I want to bake, badly.
But somehow, my kitchen will always run out of ingredients! Grrr....
Gonna find one day down to the supermarket and stock things up.
Cookies or cupcakes?

I'm craving for Starbucks Mocha Frappe, badly.

I've got to refrain myself for any more spending before my pay comes next week!
Cause apparently I've went way too much for this week - overspent. $126+ ):

It's not a matter of can you.
It's a matter of would you.
There's a difference between a can do and a would do.
So what can you do, and what would you do?
And the question you should ask at the end is, should you?

her implusive act

2009-08-25T23:48:00.002+08:00

(same goes to herdailyaffair)

I've made a very big mistake which I really can't forgive and believe in myself that I've actually made this kind of mistake.
Why and how can i be so absent-minded...
Credit card machine server had a problem with getting through AMEX transaction ):
& stupid-ly careless me, smart enough not to notice that the receipt states 'Tran Canceled' in black and white.
Still dumb enough to get the customer to sign that receipt.
And very generous enough, the customer got the wine for free!
Literally F.O.C due to my carelessness - that lucky ass.
Now, great. I have to fork out that amount to tally the sales ):
Cloudy Bay Chardonnay which cost a total of $60.95 sing!
I can get a F21 dress I've eyed on... Now I just got to give up on that.
Grrr...........
Seriously, can't forgive myself this time. & I promise no more second time.
Else every pay I get I have to donate that kind of amount. So not worth it at all.

Anw, for this coming sep I'll be totally busy, yes totally.
Apparently i'm gonna handle 3 jobs on hand.
I don't know if I can really cope with it, but I'm still gonna try thou.
I really want to get a dslr, badly!

chance upon you

2009-08-24T00:00:00.003+08:00

beach therapy, totally

more photos uploaded here
add me if you have a livejournal account (:

you know me, not

2009-08-23T20:11:00.005+08:00

partially(shifted).

to herdailyaffair (dot) livejournal.
& going on a short hiatus
will be tackling with both journals - no doubt the settings and all are almost the same.
I promise to make good use. Cause I've yet made up my mind between blogger and livejournal.
However, I'll still update on both thou.
livejournal will mostly be for uploading heavy images and probably some 'personal' updates
- which will be locked for friends only (:

lung of love leaves me breathless

2009-08-18T14:43:00.006+08:00

( i squeeze my eyes so tight )

credits to: julian
location : outside lp house in JB

Just done with the photo collages for the previous post.
This is what happens when work at wine boutique comes in with the word 'bored'
At least, I feel so much better here than doing IPP.

Photos of the one day trip to JB will be up soon.
Sometimes, it just made me a lil paranoid when it comes to photo edit, collage, and posting up on ohdeviantlove.
Love taking pictures, love to share photos.
however, over-flooding of pics in my blog is just too much ):
idontlike...

Considering to move to livejournal thou. Should I?
At least they have the lj-cut which you can insert pics and those yada yada text in it.
Making the post shorter and neater.
Does blogger had something like lj-cut?
Advise please.....
will really appreciate (:

Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

2009-08-16T00:49:00.026+08:00

Wine Boutique became so much prettier, more glamorous and sophisticated *
I just can't wait to get back to work this coming Tuesday!
Hope I will not screw the whole morning shift up, seriously.
Cause apparently, I've not been catching up and being updated on the wine bottles, promotions etc for the past 6 months ):
Anw, would like to thanks mommy Wati for holding up the meeting to brief us through as she'll be away for Sep.

After the meeting, we cabbed down to Boulevard for a drink! (:
Had really lots of fun and laughters with the girls.
drink, dance, joy
Thanks Daryl for the treat!!
Danielle, I'm sure you slept with a *wide smile* on your face last night.

BOULEVARD BAR
( few photos are taken at wine boutique )

Staffs from Boulevard Bar and Wine Boutique
one big family

marks the end of the night (:

it's not enough to say

2009-08-13T21:49:00.005+08:00

As promised, photos uploaded...

(Photo for the night)
i love this

Took me 2 nights to get these lovely pictures collage-d
Long since I've been doing these editing of images.
My eyes are very dry now ):

Turning in soon!

What Do Your Feet Say About You?

2009-08-13T09:46:00.016+08:00

Should I leave this place permanently?

Should I?

Your Feet Say You're Flexible

You are not very expressive. You tend to keep your emotions to yourself.

You are a somewhat passionate person. A few things get you very fired up, but you're usually pretty laid back.

You are an assertive person at times. You'll pull out all the stops to get what you want, if it's worth it.

You take a while to fall in love, but once you do, you stay pretty attached to your partner.

You are not afraid of anything. You are brave and courageous, even when most people would be terrified.

You are very practical and down to earth. You're more concerned with action than thoughts.

You are a fairly hard worker, but you are also a little spoiled. You like indulge yourself every now and then.

You are easily influenced by other people. You're quite impressionable, so you should only be around people who are a good influence.

What Do Your Feet Say About You?

"What do you do when you miss people
who probably don't think about you anymore?"

Believe it or not, tomorrow is the last day of attachment.
Say HELLO to two months holidays!!!Gonna make it fruitful I swear, totally (:

Leaving this city this saturday, to catch some fresh air. And hoefully to shop till
drop cause shopping makes me a happier girl...
How I wish I can go and not come back again.
Inosmia, tears, nightmares
(its like a routine everynight)

If only...
I can afford an air ticket out of town now. I don't wish to be back again.

was practising self-loving

2009-08-10T23:00:00.006+08:00

blink your eyes, one for yes and two for no

so not me at all...
messy; lets hit slow motion tonight

i'm so so into floral prints!
for picnic today (:
Photos will be up sooonnnn
Had hell lotsa fun and catch up. Weiseong tagged along! Like last minute though.
Better than nothing!!
Wahahahah...

Thanks peijun for the food, alan for his GPS, russell for the safe ride and last but not least,
weiseong for your contributing your empty stomach!

I’ll bend, but not break

2009-08-10T11:15:00.007+08:00

hello earthlings !
I'm proud to announce that my weekends are well-spent.

Fri, DINNER AT ASTONS
with liping, julian, derek was like WOW,
not so much on the food but the queue!
(Q-ed like One 1/2 hours)
LLP, I remembered your birthday!!!

Sat, VOLLEY BALL CUM SOCCER
Never had so much fun and exercise before, at Sentosa, though it was kind of a photo-less day
With alicia, danielle, kah hoe, eric, mochi, funing and jasmine!
The whole gang *

I swear, we've burnt a few thousands of calories that day (giggles)
From noon to evening, solid of 5-6 hours non-stop on games! What do you think.
Beach volley (trying our best to hit), girls screaming over a ball trying to goal, tanning, jokes which made my cheeks
numbed for a few seconds (:

Unfortunately, after so much joy and laughter spent at the beach, I then realised that my
clothes were gone! Knew it only when we were at the bathing cubical )):

Emo-ed for awhile, I know it wasn't any expensive tops and bottom.
However, it kind of affected me for quite awhile. Wondering how can I be that careless.
Actually forgot about it in the afternoon when I was chaning into my bikini and fbt shorts.
I've got no choice, went back to the cubical I visited in the afternoon,
and obviously its not there anymore...

By chance, I've still got my party tank, bikini, fbt shorts for me to get a bath and go home.
Kind of awkward but no choice, should be glad that at least I've got some clothing home!
Else its gonna be horrible ):
Few years ago I lost my flip flops, now I lost my clothes.
Seriously no more next time, I swear!

We're so going to plan this outdoor activity every alternate weeks!!!
By then, photos will hit the maxxxxxx

Sun, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY
I love fireworks, but today when I look out of my window, I couldn't smile a bit at all.
Thanks, for making my life screwed and miserable.
It doesn't matter to me anymore, now and forever and in the first place,
it shouldn't affect me so much!
Your name won't exist in my list, neither will I smile at you to greet you HI.
YOU'RE JUST ANOTHER STRANGER, TO ME

Mon, PICNIC AT MARINA BARRAGE
peijun, russell, alan
Initial plan was a mini gathering for 4E3,
however it became so pathetic that it ended up only 4 of us ):
Nah, its alright, we can't blame the rest either as they're really busy with school and work.
Another day perhaps (: Waiting for pei pei to come to my place to bake!
Will be bringing my picnic basket out today cause there'll be car!!! Shiok
Russell will be picking us up and drive us to marina barrage. Thanks russ!
Camwhore today is a YES YES ((:

Age is an issue of mind over matter. if you don't mind it doesn't matter.
OMGG like so true huh huh huh no?!

pretty pretty boy, i miss you

2009-08-07T09:52:00.011+08:00

LOVELY LOOTS!

I've been eyeing on....

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Long weekends are drawing near...

In a few hours time! So many things to look forward to.

Totally packed for the next four days ((:

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Dinner tonight at Astons, Sentosa (tanning cum volleyball) with gang, steamboat with family on Sun && small picnic gathering with sec friends at marina barrage :D SHIOK!

I'm going to spend alot these days though ): On transport, food etc...

NO MORE TRAIN CONSESSION! Damn.

-
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Lately, I've been slacking and basically doing nothing at work.

To be exact, I've been very lazy ):

PAY IS HERE....

You are not alone, I'm here with you

2009-08-02T22:16:00.006+08:00

though you're far away, i'm here to stay
you're not alone, i'm here with you

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Then something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone

my love will get you home...

somewhat I felt the loneliness

2009-08-01T10:28:00.002+08:00

Something in my head asked me to move on.
What makes you think I'm not?

I'm supposed to go for a tennis game at yck with my huns this morning
however, I'm not feeling too well that's why I stayed home.

Toss and turn on my bed trying to get some more sleep as it was way toooo early!
The pain was turning me nuts...
Just couldn't fall asleep at all.

Thus, I decided to turned on my laptop and transferred all the barbecue photos.

Last night was great (:
Mission accomplished in buying birthday presents for wk

HAPPY 21st UNCLE KEONG!
See you later at your celebration.

yuan yang + milk tea
I'm too full last night *bloated*

don't lose hope
because when hopefulness becomes a habit, it will all come together perfectly.

The picture means every word said.

2009-08-01T09:07:00.013+08:00

Uploaded photos for the barbecue.
Thank you nic for the photos!

*BEWARE*

HEAVY IMAGE LOAD

Tata~

Perfection is defined when your heart beats next to mine

2009-07-31T09:28:00.005+08:00

I've been abandoning this baby for some time!
So gonna develop the film soon, fyi not cheap at all ):

A secret I've yet to tell.
I dont know how, I am confident that I can get a dslr 2 months later! (((:
[Going to work duber hard]
*eggcited*

After a day of tiring work and overtime, I was resting and stoning on the day bed at the living room when I got home last night.
My mom suddenly walked to me and initiated to give me $x00 for me to get a new wallet! Hahhahaa. What has gone into her? I'm seriously curious 8)
I've been bugging for a new wallet and I didnt expect that from her!!

Thanks MOMMY!

Heading to town tonight after work with nic, jinhui, julian, liping, ken and jacintha!
I AM GOING TO LEAVE OFFICE AT 6PM ON THE SPOT (dont stop me, you try)

Loving weekends*

make some sense

2009-07-29T10:49:00.004+08:00

I'm totally not into this.

I'm done here.

I shall not make things difficult for yl.

Cause again, I don't know who are you at all and the people creating chaos.

What's your name and where you come from.

Troublemakers.

Either you admit it, show up else don't start anything at all in the first place.

Nothing better to do?!

Post and content deleted, not into blog fights at all cause it's pretty tiring.

Grrrr....

never supposed to mean this much to me

2009-07-26T01:27:00.007+08:00

I've got mosquito bites on my ear and thigh!
*itchy ): Grrr..

Anw, first up. My friends were all complaining why am I not replying their msn messages.
& I swear I've not been logging in to messenger ever since I left the office on friday.
They were suspecting that I didn't signed out from the office comp.
& yes indeed, when I logged on just now, I was being notified that I've been logged on at 2 places!
WHAT THE...

I remembered I switch it off and signed out.
Weird, totally weird...

Oh my, thats the worse. hahah!
So, sorry peeps that I've been 'ignoring' all of you all ):

Woke up early for a jog this morning, keep it up e'
If its not because of the food I had last night and going to have today for the bbq.
I wouldn't drag myself out of the bed like that. Wahahaha.
Super sinful that's why.

JAKE'S HOUSE BBQ CUM JACIN BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
*thumbs up!
Had lots of fun and good catch up with all of them - Bitc Batch 'o9

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Photos up tomorrow :D
Credits all to nic's d700
Much love

i have a twin sister

2009-07-24T23:57:00.025+08:00

Ended work early today, cause I promise dad to be home early for dinner outside.
(: Superb!
Seriously, mexican style restaurant/bar at sambawang.
The ambience, really chilling place to hang out with friends and families.
Long since my family had dinner, whats more Western dining tonight! (: Shiok~
We had lots of fun and laughters.

Onion rings, bbq pork ribs, deep fried spicy sour chicken wings, soup in bread, wedges, ice lemon tea...

sadly they don't allow phototaking!
But anw, still get to camwhored with my sister <3
enjoy!

FULL~ & I KNEW I'M GONNA GAIN @#$% KG FOR THIS!
whats more tmr there's another batch of bbq food down my stomach.
Totally going for a run tmr morning (:
Don't be lazy e'

avoiding

2009-07-23T22:59:00.003+08:00

The girl let you down.
The girl apologize for the the confused heart she owes.
The girl smiled because she had wonderful times with you.
The girl just couldn't accept you cause she knows you're not the one.
Not because you're not good at all, just because she's not ready yet.
Thanks for doing so much, changing to what she desire.

She knows you wont contact with her anymore, but please do take care.
She'd never wanted it this way but she'd had no choice.
She knows she shouldn't play with your feelings at all.
Please understand for her for being so straight forward
and sorry for the words which pierced thru you.

theatre of triggered memories

2009-07-23T22:09:00.002+08:00

FINALLY I CAN BLOG PROPERLY ON MY LAPTOP!
Seriously, many thanks to the passerby who tagged me on how to solve this problem.
If you dont mind let me know you name (: Will be glad to hear from you again.

Peeps, if you have the same blogger 'annoying' problem.
Simple.
Ctrl + F5
it really works!!! Amazing, and im still wondering how you figured out, this is cool!
Tada~

Lol, I'm doing IT and I know nuts about it!

omg i'm so happy :DD

its a humid thursday

2009-07-23T09:13:00.011+08:00

its a humid thursday

"Whether or not you believe in Fate comes down to one thing: who do you blame when something goes wrong. Do you think it's your fault - that if you'd tried better, or worked harder, it wouldn't have happened? Or do you just chalk it up to circumstance?"

I took MC today, finally had a good rest at home, no doubt I feel bad leaving derek on his own. Hopefully today's UAT is a successful one.
No more full pay for me, sadly ):

Got to go.
I'm so eggcited about this sat baberqueueeee :D

i'm so excited. my birthday wish

2009-07-22T11:13:00.002+08:00

TOP 5 IN THE LIST

iloveyou;

little miss spoilt brat.

2009-07-22T10:19:00.005+08:00

I want what i can't have.

as soon as it's reachable, i lose interest.

How come I can access to this page with no errors? What happen, why this page look so distorted when I access thru my laptop?!

honestly, what the fuck?

Kays, I'm not slacking in the office. More work coming up but I dont give a damn anymore.

Hiak hiak.

I'm happy now! Seriously, what I'm doing now is just a piece of cake to me.

Been trained and immuned.

Over stress, over mild depression, over OT-ing almost everyday.

3 solid weeks to go and I'll be done and over with!

Pissed...

2009-07-21T21:06:00.008+08:00

Blogger is bbbbleedy not working!!

Blogger users, do you all share the same fate???

Tell me tell me please, tag me. Cause I'm now blogging in a freaking small box and the whole 'new post' layout is so 'distorted'. I cant find the box, buttons.

HELP ME!!!

Or is it I uninstalled something in my C drive ): From 4GB, I deleted stuff till its now 22GB and I feel so damn happy. But what happen to BLOGGER?! ): Tell me it doesn't affect at all please...

when I got there I was nervous

2009-07-15T23:05:00.003+08:00

Am i tired, or what?

Yes, I changed layout again ):
I have the tendency to change layout when I'm low, high and perhaps nothing better to do.
New blogskin can make my day better. Just like how friends can make me laugh and cry.

I want a camera badly now ):
At least I can take pictures, pictures I like.
My world, at least I don't have to face the cruel world.

Forget it.
It's not helping, at all!

monday skies, a pinch of green

2009-07-13T22:35:00.002+08:00

I left the office on 6pm sharp, today!
Tomorrow's another day, 5 more week to go
*phew* just bear with it e'

Updates on my fruitful sat:

Picnic with my darlings' in the afternoon, for the virgin time (:
Aww, so sweet!

*cheers*
(Muddy Water Riesling Unplugged)
A must try sweet wine! (:

<3

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HAPPY 21st STANLEY! (:

Nice small catching up with you people!
Next meet up will be on 25th july bbq at jake's - see you all there

Gd'night.

good girls enjoy staying at home 'not'

2009-07-10T14:55:00.006+08:00

I'm stating to see the distinct panda eye rings when I'm in front of the mirror.
Hate it to the core...
I'm tired of complaining, I'm tired of explaining how I'm doing here.
I just need plenty of rest.
Not asking for much, just one day of rest I'll be contented, really.
I swear my eyes are surrendering sooner or later, I don't wish to wear specs!

Get a life e'
I do have lots of plans scheduled for the coming weeks.
However weekdays are already draining me out.
How much can I enjoy over the weekends.

& if I choose to enjoy, I need to sacrifice my rest ):

Anyhow, one more month to go. Just let me whine a lil more here.
I've not gave up yet no worries, I'm still glad that I've learnt a lot more than the others.

I'm totally excited for phototaking later at the National Museum - Night Festival, picnic at the botanics, and stanley's 21st birthday BBQ !

& I'm going to bring Creme-Puff home after this whole attachment :D

All this irony is starting to make me laugh

2009-07-10T13:48:00.003+08:00

Guess who is the most powerful.........
Bear says: "if I roar in the forest, the entire forest is shivering with fear."Lion says: "if I roar in the jungle, the entire jungle is afraid of me."Pig says: "big deal.... I only have to cough, and the entire planet lives in fear.

i hope it doesn't matter to me

2009-07-05T21:32:00.005+08:00

Work tomorrow.
My life is being so stagnant, I'm really looking forward to break this mid august.
Life has been torturous, damn!

Headed to Ikea this afternoon with my mom and dad.
I SERIOUSLY NEED A MAKEOVER FOR ME ROOM!
Wait till I got the time (:
Yes, for the new year (i know its still far)
I want a makeover for my bedroom :DD

picture taken in the car on the way home

; you used to sing me lullaby to sleep
Suddenly I'm missing you...

CAN YOU READ MY MIND ?

2009-07-04T18:58:00.006+08:00

The wind is so stong I swear its gonna blow my laptop screen away, totally!

today's menu:

I got my hair straightened this afternoon!

Was really a very last minute appointment with my aunt.
Cause shes only available this afternoon. Else I got work and OT etc, no time to slot me in.
Decided to get my hair done because I can't stand my dry and messy hair ): Eversince I'm back from China, my hair is totally dried and spoilt! Annoying me..
I will look weird for the time-being :D
Cause its super 'flat' now! wahhaaahaha.
It's better now, manageable and hopefully no more bad hair day! (:

“How does one become a butterfly?" she asked.
"You must want to fly so much that you are willing to give up being a caterpillar.”

thank god its friday

2009-07-03T22:01:00.007+08:00

whoosh.

work's rather fast lately.

i am so pissed, my LA actually make a trip down to the company this morning all of a sudden.
Thanks to _ _ HR department. Fuck!
Sent an email to Ms Ang implying that the proj we're doing might slipped.
MEANING, WE, INTERNS 'ARE ACTUALLY DELAYING'
Please get the whole picture!
D and I worked our heads off this project, and please note that we are not the one behind time.
It's the other department.
NOT US ):
And in the first place, having 450 S$, OT-ing almost everyday to around 8-8.30 is so not worth it at all.
You all don't appreciate it's fine.
Please don't expect us to finish the whole proj for you.
Cause I won't want to, understand?!
I AM ONLY AN INTERN WHO IS HERE TO LEARN.

Not as a cheap labour and you think we can save so much of your money hiring professionals to help you complete a proj which is #$%^&* completely not our scope?!

Thanks Mr. Yong for being such a nice LA, and understanding.
Actually made this trip down to see how we are doing.

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P.S Tagboard removed for the time being.
Many apologies, back to the 'Leave a comment' mode.
Please don't be lazy (: Click it and leave me a tag/comment!
Make me s.m.i.l.e

Everyday...

2009-06-28T23:42:00.002+08:00

Visual Language
ice cream is an instant pill.

feed me cold crash brainfreezers,
bittersweet addicts, and more of that, that makes me happy.

“goodnight my sweet. I’ll just hold you close till you drift off.
If you wake in the night and can’t feel me, just murmur and I’ll hold you again”

-just random thoughts-

lets hit slowwwww motion
I had a lovely weekend

'PUT THE GLASS DOWN TODAY! '

2009-06-24T10:42:00.003+08:00

Professor began his class by holding up a glass with some water in it.
He held it up for all to see & asked the students
"How much do you think this glass weighs?"

'50gms!' ..... '100gms!' .....'125gms' ...

the students answered.

"I really don't know unless I weigh it,"

said the professor,
"but, my question is: What would happen if I held it up like this for a few minutes?"

'Nothing' ?..

the students said.

'Ok what would happen if I held it up like this for an hour?' the
professor asked.

'Your arm would begin to ache'

said one of the student

"You're right, now what would happen if I held it for a day?"

"Your arm could go numb, you might have severe muscle
stress & paralysis &
have to go to hospital for sure!" ?..

ventured another student & all the students
laughed

"Very good. But during all this, did the weight of the glass change?"
asked the professor.

'No'?.

Was the answer.

"Then what caused the arm ache & the muscle stress?"

The students were puzzled.

"What should I do now to come out of pain?"

asked professor again.

"Put the glass down!"

said one of the students

"Exactly!"

said the professor.

Life's problems are something like this.
Hold it for a few minutes in your head & they seem OK.

Think of them for a long time & they begin to ache.
Hold it even longer & they begin to paralyze you. You
will not be able to
do anything.

It's important to think of the challenges or problems in your life,
But EVEN MORE IMPORTANT is to 'PUT THEM DOWN'

at the end of every day before You go to sleep..

That way, you are not stressed, you wake up every day fresh & strong & can handle any issue,

any challenge that comes your way!

So, when you leave office today,
'PUT THE GLASS DOWN TODAY! '

email credit to weihao!

I love you place th milo

2009-06-23T22:41:00.003+08:00

“Writing moments on the wall
The different color keeps my mind away from missing you
And I can’t wait to fall asleep
Slip into my dreams where we can dance upon the stars”

Breathlessly Alive

2009-06-21T10:35:00.006+08:00

Lately, I don't really have the time for myself.

Not that ideal, but I'm living with it.

Change would be good, though.
Thanks all for the support (: For me to move on...

Agenda for the night

2009-06-15T22:39:00.005+08:00

BEN&JERRY @ Dempsey
MIDNIGHT MOVIE
SLEEPOVER

its been long since i took a break and breathe the air out.
Max was supposed to give us a ride out! Unfortunately, the rental of car kind of screw up ):
Max you owe us another night trip!
Headed to PC show in the afternoon with my 2 ladies.
I SWEAR I HAVE NO INTENTION TO GET ANYTHING!

Oh my...

Squeezed our way out of the 'thousand' people. We made our way to town to meet Max (: Didn't do any shopping at all, thanks to the weather. Dark clouds started to conquer the sky. We took a mini shuttle bus to Dempsey. Kinda eggcited cause it's our first time there and we've wanted to be there since the day I came back go sg. That place is really a 'WOW'
Family, Caucasians, kids, Lamborghini!
Muhahahhaah...

Had lots of laughters at bens&jerry. Shiok!

Never wanted midnight movie at town again ): What a bad experience of the crowd.
anw, home sweet home to alicia's house after that.
Once again, we cuddled on the same bed! (:
Much much love....

Bonkers

2009-06-15T09:31:00.003+08:00

My savings just flew off like this!

I've spent a total of S$357.00 ++ on sat! Muhahaha... How great.Nonetheless, 2 wishlist down! One more to go... which is DSLR! When will I get to save sooooooooo much?!Sat was awesome!Dempsey rd BEN & JERRY, midnight movie (Ghost of Girlfriend Past), SLEEPOVER!ilovemy girlfriends.........
Pictures to be updated tonight!PRAY HARD NO OT FOR ME TODAY ):@#$%^&*!

Dashed

2009-06-13T10:43:00.007+08:00

BLANK BLANK BLANK BLANK BLANK
BLANK BLANK BLANK BLANK
BLANK BLANK BLANK
BLANK BLANK
BLANK

just keep pushing on...
it's the climb

my faith is shaking but, I gotta keep trying

Cousin Sleepover

2009-06-07T13:43:00.007+08:00

"Eileen jie jie... Wake up already..."
I opened my eyes and I see both faces of my lovely cousins beside my bed. Guess what, it's only 7.45 in the morning! Oh my....
Obviously I can't sleep anymore longer ): Why did they wake up so early? Hahahhaa..
They came for a sleepover for 2 nights at my house. Will be going home on Monday.
No choice, I dragged myself out of bed and brought them to brush teeth together (: Had breakfast, watched tv programs then....

Baking time!!

Their masterpiece <3
Hmm... I guess I'll blog later. I'm going for a nap now, need to get some rest before I drop dead!

Swimming and movie later with them tonight. Hahaha

Notice you, noticing me.

2009-06-05T23:19:00.008+08:00

I am trying to make something of myself, still.

@!#$%^ IPP MEANT TO BE A TORTURE?
Blame my fate, I'm kind of suffering now. Drowning me with codes I've never learnt before.
Calling for google, but sometimes google just can't help everything.
Doing overtime, yet no extra allowance.
Staring at the screen, my expression tells - I'm lost. today i wiped a tear
It's friday, I'm feeling damn horrible damn shitty (& I feel like giving up)...

Drained out

2009-06-02T22:20:00.005+08:00

cranky, playful, and just a bit cracked.

Time tend to swift past no slower than I can gulp down that cup of warm milo before bed time.
There's so much to life that we all tend to overlook, and there's so much to this overlooking that we neglect.
Its time, to search deep down my soul and question.
Just what is worth dying for?

Mind what you're doing

2009-05-31T10:27:00.008+08:00

JUST STAY AWAY FROM
MY WARDROBE!

Fucked up.....

Griddles...

2009-05-30T00:45:00.011+08:00

I had SAUGAGE McMUFFIN & tea in the morning to dote myself for the week.
HTML, C# codes are drowning me, seriously ):
What for whining and complaining.
No one can help except you yourself, e'

I can't believe how fast things have been for me. The decisions I've made thus far in life,
I've not regretted.
What I'm missing right now is some substance to my daily life consistency.
Time is tick-tick-tick-tocking and if I don't hurry, If I don't shake this laziness,
I can guarantee you that it'll be my demise.

Tonight was kinda awesome and we caught Henry Poole Is Here at PictureHouse at The Cathay.

It was nice today.

Alright, I'm going to go enjoy the rest of my weekends.

Pilling UP UP UP

2009-05-27T22:33:00.005+08:00

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is notself-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

I doodle nonsense when i dont feel like doing work.

Work load has been pilling and pilling non-stop everyday ):

Be prepared for OT next week, really.

Like they've said, this week is just a honeymoon period. The whole company project has to be done. Expectations are of course higher.

Nevertheless, we won't want to disappoint them either.

Will try my best, will work hard for this and yes, 3 months will pass fast.

I definitely hope so.

2009-05-26T23:17:00.010+08:00

I'll sink it deep, word for word.

For someone so close to her, she didn't even treasure.
She'll not give up so easily anymore.
Cause it's not worth a bit.

when i wish upon a star, i know you aren't that far.

it takes time. take your time.
you will know when it feels right.

My girls; read this.

2009-05-25T22:12:00.012+08:00

.. A cup of sun, a daisy, a thimbleful of snow, a leaf turned red from frost's first touch..

i feel (crazy)
i dont know.

Well, I never felt like this before. I feel almost so exhausted now.
Not because of literally the lack of sleep or whatever, but just everything.
Dont ask me why, i dont really have the answer to that right now.
Maybe because of the piling endless work?
I dont know.

; I wish this world will have more happier things to look at.
enough of depressing stories, they make people feel sick.
-
enough of tired eyes, im sleeping early tonight.

when i see you i run out of words

2009-05-25T21:18:00.007+08:00

Bring me a posy of forget-me-nots.
monday skies, a pinch of green

H.A.P.P.Y

My lips like sugar

2009-05-24T22:28:00.008+08:00

I CAN'T WAIT TO UPLOAD TONS OF PHOTOS!!

300+ photos in 2 days, how awesome (:
all credits goes to eugene SWP for the Canon 450d.
I drained both batteries for the camera & 6 AA batteries for the external flash!
How hardcore I can be with cameras on my hands.

I'm so glad few of my friends actually own these dslr. Thanks loads for lending them to me!

Will be uploading tomorrow before midnight, I TRY.
the untold story.....

Tomorrow marks the first day of ipp
And this means another 3 more months....

Honeystars for breakfast tomorrow ((:
2 more days ;

Angels & Demons

2009-05-23T10:39:00.004+08:00

Friday;-Didn't make it to school on the last day of fypj as my liaison official wants derek and I to make a trip down to the company to do some doc stuff and to ask the previous 2 interns, Miah & Meng Chen to pass down the current proj they've been doing for the company.-The codes again. Hypnotizing me ):-Anw, the building is nice. The office, working enviornment is great!Let me survice 3 months there and I'm done and over with.'-Rushed down from raffles place to amk hub to catch Angels & Demons with my beloved danielle.Bump into ken, hf, wl, lp, jaccin, gh, wk, hy there! What a coincident (:-If you were disappointed in the prequel, The Da Vinci Code (2006), you'd most probably be more pleased with this one. MUCH MORE. We all know that adaptation from a book is never easy but we should learn to just watch. Besides, this heavily anticipated is so DANGEROUSLY CONTROVERSIAL

P/S: The movie shown great images of Rome -Going Tampines with Sam.Y later for a walk and meeting eugene for his Canon 450d.Thanks loads. I'm so so excited! & sorry for all the trouble.
Kite flying in the evening with my lovely cousins & bbq at seletar resorviour at night. My saturday is sooooooooooo packed!Pictures pictures!

Are you feeling it?

2009-05-19T22:19:00.001+08:00

“Writing moments on the wall and I can’t wait to fall asleep,
slip into my dreams where we can dance upon the stars”

I WANT HONEY STARS FOR BREAKFAST!

and I'll love you...

Hammy surpriseeeeee on the 18th of May '09
I'm loving everything.

Just not that important

2009-05-19T21:33:00.012+08:00

Th accomplishment.. indescribable.

Peace out

I passed NAPFA with a Silver award (: Freaking happy now! Hhahahaa. Was aiming for a gold however didn't train at all for this napfa, so hack care. Just tried my best not to fail any stations and I know I'll pass. Oh yeah, thank you glenn for the ride home! (: Sorry for the trouble.

Had a lovely heart to heart gossip talk with danielle for lunch today.
Just both of us, is good enough, for the day.
Right?

Anyway, my sup is getting out of my nerves, seriously.
We've tried our very best to communicate, tried our best to show you the best. But I can't see that you're appreciating what we've done. Thursday is the final presentation already, and instead of compliments, we get more functions to add on. I know we didn't met your expectations. However, we've made this our best. I really don't know what can make you feel proud. I really gave up on communicating with you.
You just don't get us right.
We already have problems communicating in Sg, and for the 6 weeks in beijing its worse...

I attempted to give up, I teared just because I can't seems to get this project moving.
Can't understand a single shit you're trying to imply.

These are all we can give.
We've learnt to move on
Sorry

Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

A slight revelation; if you choose to be ignorant, you have very much less burdens to carry.
I'm choosing ignorance this time. (:

Familiar faces

2009-05-17T00:19:00.003+08:00

WOW
Spell F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Hmmm... Feeling kind of emotional these few days, I don't know why.
Felt homed, felt blissed, and missed the moments at beijing with my friends too.

Caught the movie "The Uninvited" at Kallang leisure park.
The movie was awesome! Yeah thanks, never thought of watching horror movie the day after I just landed in Sg. I'm looking forward to Ecp! Plan plan for me hehe...

Was really touched to see my family and friends at the airport (: Msges all coming in to welcome me back! Thanks mommy, daddy and akq for decorating my room to a lovely one. Thanks danielle, jeremy, alicia, kh, gerald, max for the night. Ayam payet and Harry's bar.

I had chilli crab with my relatives tonight! Shiok shiok!
Not bad huh, second day back and I had a wonderful dinner :D

Anyhow, my throat is killing me. I'm having a damn sexy voice now you wouldn't want to hear. I want my voice back badly! Still curious why my voice will change so drastically once I got down the flight ): My cousin say I lose my voice soon! Oh my...

I'm still breathing

2009-05-15T03:01:00.002+08:00

I can't wait. I miss my room alot!
Finally going back to sg with slightly overweight luggage, 45678654 photos, 1 kg weight loss.
Had farewell party, price presentation, games tonight before leaving Bitc.
One more hour, we'll all drag our luggage out of the school, up the bus, and depart from Beijing airport.

This trip is awesome. Memorable scenes etched deep down my heart.
But of course, no matter what, sg is still the best (:

I'm happy :D

Leaving at 0400. Flight at 0800, transit at HK 1200.
Flight No: CX 735
Arrival Time: 1800
Terminal 1

i miss you

2009-05-13T16:00:00.008+08:00

i miss i miss i miss
but i don't bear to leave either

Never too late to make it right

2009-05-12T04:57:00.001+08:00

I've stopped laying my hands on a camera and I swear I feel freaking uncomfortable.
:(
Even a million sad faces can't describe how shitty I feel now
Too early, too sudden

I should be sleeping right now but I'm not tired at all!
Shucks. Shouldn't have slept the whole day yesterday just because I'm not feeling well and skipped class, therefore stayed in my room to rest. My stomach is giving me a lot of problems these 2 days. I don't know why. It's neither mensuration cramps nor diarrhea.
And obviously my body-system timing has gone haywire! Oh my... That's the worse ):
Have been sleeping very late, lack of water, lack of sleep and lack of nutritious food! Gonna consume lots of fruits these few days. 2 apples gone! I left only with 1 dragonfruit. Will stock up more! Oh yeah, thank you meihui for helping me with organising my luggage (: All my "stocks" are all in! Amazing...

I'm sick of thinking of what to eat for lunch and dinner everyday! Hahaha

Yawns~ It's going 5 already. The sky is already bright!
REALLY TIME FOR SOME REST....
(4 more hours before class)
Goodnights!

Pretty pretty boy

2009-05-10T22:47:00.006+08:00

I lie awake at night. See things in black and white. I got only you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you

Let me inside. Make me stay. Right beside you

Currently listening to: Pretty Boy & Big big World
damn classic and retro

Don't leave me waiting in the cold

2009-05-09T22:38:00.006+08:00

For the past few weeks, today is the day I slept well. Uh oh. Which is first time I woke up naturally without the alarm ringing and ringing non-stop. & oh my... I only get to pull myself out of bed at 12.30pm. No doubt still as sleepy, because I slept late and something keep troubling me. I'm still glad I sleep till so late! Did facebook quizzes, chat with gh, wk, eugene, danielle before I went to bathe. Stomach was grrrr grr...ing like mad. Begin to search who is online so that someone can accompany me for lunch. Cause my room mate was still in her lala~ land (: Hiak hiak. Luckily someone packeted food for gh. & he offerred me he's share (: thank you! Cured my hunger straight away. I love the weather now, seriously. Intially complained about the cold weather. Now that I'd changed drastically to hot sunny weather to 18°C, we yearned for the latter. Because it just rained! (: Hope this weather last the day we say goodbye here.

I've checked all the gifts for my love ones.
I miss my family, you and friends.

My mom just arrived China, Hai nan dao. She called me! :D Asked her to call me tomorrow. Cause this is the first time I'll be spending mothers' day without her ): But nevertheless, we are in china, at the same time! hahhaa. Mommy please call me tomorrow!! Will be waiting for you call. Have fun there and enjoy the scenery there.

Finally done packing! As in the things I've combed back to Singapore. Whoooooo and I think my luggage will weigh *&^%$#@ ! Ahaha ok I need to bathe now. Bye loves! Be back in 6 more days!~

Sooooooooooo eggcited!

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us - Helen Keller"
Fighting a losing battle sucks. At the end of one's rope... should I hold on tighter or let go? Both ways will hurt. I don't know. I really don't.

cupcake confidential

2009-05-06T10:12:00.004+08:00

Wisdom is the sharing of wise experiences and knowledge, but a lot of it is common sense.

The difference is how we apply this common sense -
we all have the ability to keep going even when we face challenges in our lives -
basically it comes down to your attitude. We can have a positive attitude towards life, or a negative attitude.
We can focus on the good or we can focus on the bad.
Keeping a positive mental attitude is one of the keys to success.
The choice is always up to you!

be true, i'll be nice

2009-04-29T13:21:00.008+08:00

A MASK

photo credit to JAEH

Apparently, every one's having a mask on their face.
Those you think can be trusted, are not.
Those you look highly on, their just another lie.
It's tiring to see how they behave & curious why would they behave like that.
What's their motive?
What do they want to achieve at the end of the day?
I don't understand, I really don't.

I observe, I judge
Be honoured you're in my list of fame.

wings on my feet

2009-04-28T13:18:00.009+08:00

香山公园

woke up at 4.30am in the morning on sat,
took 2 buses & a train to reached our destination in 3 hours.
really enjoyed the scenery, greenery & the climb up the steep mountain.
NATURE ROCKS BIG TIME (:

huge sweet potato for breakfast, shared among 3

spot the skyride behind!
planned to climb all the way up the mountain and take that down.
However, it stopped operating cause the wind is tooooo strong ):
DAMN SAD
if only we can take that. Sigh...

reached the summit of the mountain, finally.
This is worse than great wall, oh my...
I think because the previous day great wall, then the next day mountain.
Feet hurts now ;
Hahhaha.

ice cream treat for making it up to the top!
& nicholas ate 3 cones!!
Thats too much nick.

look at them!
rare photo taken on the spot...

thank you weihao for the camera seriously.
Credited on the spot! hahaha

"The road that is built in hope is more pleasant to the traveler than the road built in despair, even though they both lead to the same destination."

(altitude)

2009-04-27T11:34:00.009+08:00

Great Wall of China

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Conquered the great wall with meihui, stanley & weihao.Honestly it was very tough up to the top. The most uneven rocky stairs, the steepest slope I've ever came across. What motivated me was those elderlys, who manage to bring themself all the way up despite some inconvenience of movements. Some was like 4 times my age. Nonetheless, I spotted kids who are motivating their parents up (: Awww! So sweet.
Temple of Heaven

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All these are taken on the 24th April, Friday.25th April, Saturday will be updated tomorrow I guess (:Look forward loves! -
-I enjoyed every weekends.

Feels like insomnia

2009-04-23T12:53:00.008+08:00

Weather for Beijing, China

11°C

Thu

12°C 8°C
Current: Light rain

Wind: SW at 3 km/h

Humidity: 94%

Weather for Singapore

33°C

Thu

32°C 26°C
Current: Mostly Cloudy

Wind: N at 10 km/h

Humidity: 59% -

Just compare the humidity and temperature

Like finally I saw rain in Beijing. Muhahahah. Not good, not good at all ):

Feeling damnn damnn cold now!

Great Wall tomorrow... Very fast! Another week down.

Will be colder tomorrow, I'm freezing already.
-

Grrrr... Every ~~week~~ day I'm complaining ):

untouched lalala~

2009-04-22T09:02:00.002+08:00

BIRD NEST

Time passes very fast. Soon, its gonna be the end of the third week.
Life become such a routine like almost everyday, wake up then get our asses stuck in the lab for an average of 8 hours.
The moment i get back the hostel, i will like to collapse right on bed.

Recently been very bothered by a problem terribly that i don't even know what exactly to do.
And another, and another, and another and another, problems never failed to come knocking on my door, i always take such a long time to get it done.
Now that everything's settled, I'm very relieved.

Shopping with the girls later after school!!
Cheers

the very last tear for you

2009-04-20T10:34:00.007+08:00

I'm craving for laksa, chicken rice, carrot cake, lasi lamak, prata!
4 more weeks without camera
))))))))))):

PHOTOS OF THE WEEK!

the rest will be uploaded on facebook
Tata~
Update another day (: Miss me!

Foot prints..

2009-04-16T13:50:00.005+08:00

Tell me what is it you plan to do with one wild & precious life?

credits to weihao for helping me take this pic

Apparently I'm still doing good at Beijing (:
Just that I really miss home a lot.
Now that I have to settle own meals, to wash my own clothes, to tidy up the room and keep the toilet clean.

Made lotsa interesting and wonderful friends!
Heart to heart talk at nights.
With them around, time pass faster and meaningful (:

Tomorrow trip will be heading out to

798 Art Zone

A lot of arty farty pictures will be taken on the spot! hahah.

Week 2 down! 4 more weeks to go :D
Time pass kinda fast I reaslise.

My project is kind of screwing up.
Damn Sad ):

Scripted Drama

2009-04-13T13:54:00.004+08:00

All my loving, darling I'll be true

"When we love someone we never easily give up on that person. Even if we get hurt badly we

always try to find a way to ease that pain and learn to understand and forgive. Loving too much

doesn't hurt. It is when we expect this love to be reciprocated that we begin to seek approval

and acceptance of the things we have done and when we are taken for granted and rejected, we

curse that very same love that we once truly and happily offered.

There is always hope for those who believe.

There is always a chance for those who try."

All of Us

2009-04-12T14:37:00.002+08:00

The morning was spent running errands.
Now having problems uploading 60 photos on facebook.
Failed 3 times already...
Grrrrr!

Anw,
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY GIRL DANIELLE!!!!

Apologize for not being able to celebrate with you ):
But no worries, hiak hiak you know my heart is there for you! :DD
Just web cam with you and I know you are very very happy....
Do enjoy okay, though I know you're spending your birthday working (:
I bet Caucasians will come to you today @ wine boutique!!!!!

Heheheheheh

PHOTO OF THE WEEK!

Don't think I'll be uplaoding pictures here
cause I know its going to take me decades doing that!
But I will try hahaha.
Photos are all on facebook (:
Tata~

Sunday I'm in Love

2009-04-12T14:14:00.004+08:00

TAGS REPLIED~

randall, randy; Lol both of you are actually know so much!
Hahaha, yes I'm kind eying on Canon 450d.
But others say Nikon take better and sharper pics *confused*
and my campact camera just died on me here at beijing! ): damn sad.
Randall, meet up someday!
Gonna learn abit of skills from you :D
Hmmm i've visited clubsnap before too. Safe to buy from there?
pings; YEAH MAN damn small!!! Hahahaha. I talked to him that day also (:
alicia; lol she got drunk?! hahaha. You must stop her!! (:
keqin; webcam tonight again! I know mommy is very happy to see my on the screen! muahahhaa
peijun, shoating; meet ups and see how shao ting will look! Hiak hiak!
fishh; taking care of myself and having fun, no worries! :D

You're my favourite hello & Hardest Goodbye

tags reply...

2009-04-08T13:54:00.005+08:00

ngee song; LOL what gong kia! haha will takecare of karen for you luh no worries :D
peijun; yes yes :) will send you today!
randall; yeah man long time no see (: how have you been? takecare okay!
keqin; i miss you badly too!!!! ): download skype web cam with me!! daddy and mommy okay?
glenn; thanks for taggin and caught slacking on the spot!
shaoting; hey! im doing great at china here hahah yes chinese a little cannot make it here ): damn sad haha. okay you takecare in army okay! cannot throw face heheh just kidding!
randy; thanks! (:
dollartee; yup will takecare no worries!! :D miss you alot! treat me meal when i come back luhhh hahhaha! will be looking forward! :D

One night in Beijing...

2009-04-07T12:30:00.004+08:00

Woke up very early, parents and friends sent me off in the airport. Teared ):
Thanks to Danielle, Jeremy, Glenn who came to the airport for me though you guys have to rush back to school. Thanks Isaac for the small note (read it on the plane)
& last but not least those who make an effort to text me early in the morning before my flight.

Traveled 4 hours to HongKong airport and transferred another 3 hours flight to Beijing.

I'm doing great here my friends and beloved!! :D
I MISS ALL OF YOU

Many things to explore here, enjoyed the weather and the new growth of the greenery since its spring now, after the dreadful winter.

Sinful, very sinful. I've been stuffing and eating lots of unhealthy and oily food recently which i guess it's another gain of weight during these 6 weeks!
Cause its china what you expect?
Trying to control our own diet now (:
I CAN'T GAIN WEIGHT ELSE I SHALL NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF!

Have a lot to update in my blog!
Farewell from sec peeps, cousin outing etc...
Tons of pictures taken for only 2 days, dont even dare to think of the next few weeks.
Esp on weekends and fri on excursions!
SOOOOOOOO EGGCITED!!!

You make me smile non-stop to sleep every night.

trust my love for you is true

2009-04-01T23:09:00.001+08:00

caught bangs on the spot!

Fool fooled by you...

2009-04-01T14:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL!

Jaeh texted :

Eileen got one teacher in your lab. I think its your supervisor.

Like around your workdesk. Faster come back!

Xiangming:

Did ms chia call you?

e' Said I'll cross that bridge when i come to it . says:

No never. Why?

Xiangming:

She say the pe room just caught fire yesterday. Would appreciate if we could go back to help cleaning up.

e' Said I'll cross that bridge when i come to it . says:

XIANGMING! HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY!

Xiangming:

SUCK LAAAA!

Below is really a classic joke pranked on my dear friend jake (:

Masterminds: Me, danielle, ken

e' Said I'll cross that bridge when i come to it . says:
danielle...
e' Said I'll cross that bridge when i come to it . says:
i got something to tell you
Sophia. says:
what happened?
e' Said I'll cross that bridge when i come to it . says:
cannot tell anyone can
Sophia. says:
okay can

Sophia. says:
promised
e' Said I'll cross that bridge when i come to it . says:
i think i like jake eh..
e' Said I'll cross that bridge when i come to it . says:
promise you wont say!
Sophia. says:
ah
e' Said I'll cross that bridge when i come to it . says:
i dont know why , just got the feeling
Sophia. says:
are you serious?
Sophia. says:
don't lie
e' Said I'll cross that bridge when i come to it . says:
yeah.. how how!!
Sophia. says:
how! what to do!
Sophia. says:
confess lor
e' Said I'll cross that bridge when i come to it . says:
HUH.....
e' Said I'll cross that bridge when i come to it . says:
i dont dare ):
Sophia. says:
hahaha!
Sophia. says:
why?!
Sophia. says:
jake is good
Sophia. says:
i think
e' Said I'll cross that bridge when i come to it . says:
lol
e' Said I'll cross that bridge when i come to it . says:
dont want luh
e' Said I'll cross that bridge when i come to it . says:
i dont dare..
Sophia. says:
u sure?

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I'll be true

2009-03-31T21:04:00.003+08:00

I'm doing so good :D
I love macdonald cone icecream!

Litterally skipped P.E today and ran away when the clock strikes 5pm muhahhaa.
My dear friend is not doing good ): but no matter what we'll always be there for you. Hiak hiak!
Go with your heart, do what you know is right to!

I know I can live without you.
& yes I did.