MY FAMILY AND THOSE DRAMA RAMA

you wouldn't understand how bad and extreme everything has gone to.
i had a feeling my sis and i are soon going bonkers.
yes soon, with my mom's selfishness, immaturity, violence
and my dad currently popping pills to control his emotions, behaving the way he likes,
doing the things he thought were right when actually all these are hurting us so much deep down!
the amazing thing is - both of them aren't aware of it at all AT ALL!!! Why?!

Someone please please explain to me cause I really can't get it.
All these years, they've been quarreling, unreasonably.

My sis and I had to talk things out with them, instead of the other way round ):
And it is, it keeps happening over and over again.
We can't talk sense out with them at all cause they won't listen.
Yes because they are older we don't have the rights to.
They are our parents, they are at most 30 years older than us.
Though they are not that well educated BUT some things are just so not supposed to be doing in front of my sis and I.

Quarreling, slamming the door, screaming, violence, sleeping outside the living room, attempt suicide.

WHAT THE FUCK?!

They looked down on my boyf, literally.
Ask me to get married to him and stop schooling cause they regretted giving me the money for studies and get a boyf like this.

Can someone please call the police or counseling for me. I need help. Really...
My tolerance has reached to an extend I couldn't help myself anymore.
I have sleepless nights, distracted form studies.

Daddy, mommy I'm sorry I don't know what to do with this family anymore.
It looked so fine yet so empty inside.
I've cried enough, for you two, hoping that some day you adults will understand...


I'm tired....