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You taught my heart a sense
Wednesday, October 28, 2009, 1:04 AM
Okay anw, I'm turning in soon. But before that, I need to flood this post with every single cents I've spent this whole month! Didn't realised it till today when I finally got the guts to log on to ibank and see every SINGLE transactions!!!!!!! OH MY......... *Close my eyes* totally, too much man. Total dollars gone: $600++++ If only.. I were to save these money up. My bank will still remain 4 digits with a 2! Wahahhah... Anyhow, I still love shopping!!! - Can't live without (: ~LOVE(s) Pay's in tonight - damn fast I LIKE! Shall work more and stop taking MCs Aim: $114/wk, $456/mth MEGA SAVE NEXT MONTH. For a better xmas this year to buy lotsa goodies for beloveds! what i've been up to
Sunday, October 25, 2009, 6:38 PM
School has been alright, family has been on track, for now. I guess..  Oh god. I just realised how long i haven't been blogging but i've been busy and working. awesome race!
, 5:38 PM
NIKE Human Race 2009 (Singapore)   Thou its not as fast, I'm still very proud of myself and yes, its the longest run i'd every ran.    LOOK AT THE NUMBER OF PEOPLE!!! Pay attention to this last picture. Look at the starting point and see where are we with the rest of the people. Lol. The race has already started and we're still jam with the queue and camwhoring! HEHEHE... The finisher(s)! YAYNESS~ We made it thru together ((: I'll stay strong, I will..
Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 11:15 PM
To my endearing friends and yes, everyone of you who cared and esp you. Honestly, I don't know how to express my thoughts however I really really appreciate the care and concern you people showered on me. My life has became haywire. I mean yes seriously there's a major problem happening to my family. I don't have or need to hide. I know I can no longer cope with the stress and violence in this family every night. Thus, I seek for advice from two of my lovely ladies. All thanks to them. My sis and I felt much better and they actually offered to help us with everything we need - a place to study, someone to talk to, or even someone to have a meal with. So what you have depression? What makes your 'face' so important? What are doctors, psychiatrist, consultant for? They make a living by sitting in front of their desk doing nothing? You're already in such state that you can't control your anger management. You don't behave like a normal human. You are scaring everyone of us in the family. Not blaming you. But, I need this home. I don't want to have the phobia of coming back home and see you screaming etc. Those scary moments are seriously etched in my heart. Please don't hurt your daughters anymore. We don't wish to see you and daddy in such state either. We tried our best to help. Both of you had never listened. You two think that this matter - which has been dragging for years is that not serious at all. Which I totally don't agree with. Everything's driving us mad. Seriously, we don't deserve these torture ): I apologise that I hurt you. You blame me for calling help from aunt cause you lose face! But please understand, the way you snatch my phone (my only hope to call for help) away from me and hit me, makes me defense myself more and held the phone tight to avoid you from keeping it or even throwing it downstairs ): Moreover you'd already smashed the glass. I felt helpless. Now that you agreed to seek help from the doctors, I'm more relieved. My sis can concentrate on her 'A's and my dad - please stay strong daddy we need you to be the pillar once again. Don't fall again. This year has been tough, really. The wound still hurts, thou its just small and minor wounds. It hurts physically and mentally. I claimed that I've given up but I don't want to. I will not give up any hope. Last chance, please listen and take each step slowly at one time. You two are grown ups ): I really hope things will improve and goes smoothly. Happiness depends upon ourselves. "The distance is nothing; it's only the first step that is difficult."  When I hear somebody sigh, "Life is hard", I am always tempted to ask, "Compared to what?" Pretty things do come true
Friday, October 09, 2009, 2:24 PM
That fantasy of what your life would be: white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill? You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them. But eventually you grow up, and one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is it's hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely 'cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true."  I fall in love with every pretty thing. I like to keep things that make me feel happy. the only remedy
Thursday, October 08, 2009, 2:38 PM
In times of darkness, you're my shinning light. Lingering memories of you.    My head is spinning my tummy is flipping grrrr... This morning was supposed to be a day dedicated to Tennis game, however it became to pour heavily after 1/2 of game. Anyway, its fun thou (: Running around picking up balls and hitting the ball as far as possible. Thanks danielle for the racket and balls! I want to watch Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs!!! Hoping you'll make a cup of hot chocolate for me. Random stuff
Thursday, October 01, 2009, 12:19 PM
And thanks to monthly blessing. Which means, horrible cramps. Anw, HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY HUIXIAN! (Many apologies I coundn't turn up and have fun with you girls today.) Birthdays queuing up on my list. Oh my... Why so many?! Bought this from taka for my parents! (: Durian mooncakes are the in thing. Sadly its just so expensive. I can't wait for Sat, seriously.   Yes! I AM VERY HAPPY. Cause I got myself a 'proper' wallet, finally from Topshop. Was considering between Fossil and this. I GOT THIS INSTEAD. Whoop~ Had a wonderful shopping trip! Got all the presents for friends and went to visit xueying. Another great news and superb present I've received from NIKE. A PAIR OF RUNNING SHOEEEE~  rush of the power of friendship love
Sunday, September 27, 2009, 4:11 PM
Hope you love the surprise planned for you. Succeeded! We sneaked into Alicia's house and surprised her in the room when she reach home from work. Lol. She claimed that we're all such a bad liar. It goes like this: We are supposed to meet up for dinner for her birthday. However, danielle and huixian lied that they were grounded. And I went MIA till the night I texted her asking to go for a drink and I'll be staying over at her house. Like all of a sudden all can't make it. The... Totally weird and fishy. Hahhaa. Anyhow, we still made it cause she didn't expect we'll be hiding in her room!  Cake for alicia with 21 small candles.  Camwhored without the owner of the room. Hahahaha.  Lit up the candles, switched off the lights and hide! SURPRISE!  Lucas and Bingo Adorable aren't they? (:  Alcohol, monopoly, gossips, sleepover  I'm drained ): I need sleep! Has been working everyday. Nike wineboutique nike and wineboutique (again) for this whole month. Oh my. Where's my holidays tell me. Well done Eileen. because we're living on an edge
Friday, September 25, 2009, 2:42 PM
 Results were out on wed. Got an A for ipp and a C+ for fyp - what I've expected my fyp will be screwed. Thank god my gpa increased. But still, I need to work doubly hard next sem, really. This few days, it really makes me ponder. I've left with one last sem before I graduate. Questions keep popping in as to what I want to do after I graduate. And I realise, I've actually not thought of it thoroughly at all ): Darn. The weather is totally pissing me off. Looking out of the window just ruin my mood. Can't wait for the s* tonight for A. Look forward to tonight my dear girl. lips like sugar
Tuesday, September 22, 2009, 11:58 AM
Succeeded in making animal and flower balloons(!) First try thou.   Check out how gooey it is!!! I AM SO ADDICTED TO IT (:   looks more like a turtle than a ladybird.  poodle. xoxo. P.S I kinda miss making cupcakes but it's so time-consuming. Maybe I'll make some next weekend, if time permits. Oh my oh my, there's 15 jars of cookies in wineboutique from boulevard to sell! I'm so tempted to open one to eat (: tsk tsk jellybeans from push dispensers.
, 11:11 AM
this will just be a visual entry of the day.           Friends, are the one thing that no human can do without. It's one of the many important keys to the sanity of a being. once bitten twice shy (NOT)
Sunday, September 20, 2009, 12:30 PM
Idiom: Once bitten, twice shyit means that someone who has been hurt or who has had something go wrong will be far more careful the next time.  I teared. I was angry about myself. I blamed myself for being so damn careless once again! I made the same mistake for the second time. EILEEN ANG YOU THINK YOU HAVE SO MUCH MONEY TO DONATE?! Or be it its not yet Christmas and you have already started giving out presents to everybody?? Wake up please, and be more attentive. Such a let down... back up plan
, 11:12 AM
Haven't been updating my blog ): Kinda going on hiatus! I'm stuck. Soooooooooo much to (say) Alrighty here's pictures taken on 15 Sep. Traveled all the way from home to Jurong East just to look for our lovely wati mommy to try her kebabs!! Love them to bits (missing those food now!) Okay, travelling to boon lay is just like heading to jb. Seems so unfamiliar and far ): We still complain that Singapore is so small when we have not even been to parts like this.          Cabbed down to Science Park to accompany hx, alicia and danielle for an interview for job (: Then off to Wine Boutique to chill and play so-call-childhood-card-game UNO! Totally mega fun there.    we brought in more noise
Sunday, September 13, 2009, 9:42 PM
I enjoyed work and the friends I've made there!             Gd'nights! Quick post quick post
, 8:43 PM
Mad mad madness..... So in love with the free gifts. Esp the 4gb thumbdrive below ((: Damn adorable!!!        Alrighty, I kinda giddy now. Packed my untidy room just now just to fit the free canon printer in. What a good bargain (: i skipped across the street
Saturday, September 12, 2009, 1:48 PM
whoopy whoopy wooooooooooooooo~ I'm so damn gleeful, I shared this news to my best friends!!! I am so going to bring this baby home tonight ((: CANON EOS 500D   Thanks mommy so so much! For accepting this expensive gadget I yearned for so much. I'll pay you $300 first and for another remaining amount I'll return you $100/mth (iloveyou!) I can't wait to meet my darlings this tuesday (: and will be looking forward to meeting xueying, brenda, jeslyn and kim this thurs outing!! blue nails made my day (wonderful) If this isn't love
Sunday, September 06, 2009, 1:21 AM
Caught G Force this afternoon! The movie was awesome, I like! The guinea pigs were adorable... Yayness. One movie down :D My eyes are closing but I need to blog! Have work tomorrow at 1. (Jin hui I know you'll drool over this!) I miss the days back then when we crave hard for this in Beijing everyday (:    I wasn't even prepared to smile... haha!  Mom's LV bag. Eileen + LV = No link at all...       we've been very very talkative tonight x) oops!  Back home. First thing I'll do is to switch on my laptop. That's a bad habit thou! something's gotta change this cannot stay the same it must be rearranged |
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